sorry guys since school has been in and my family hogging the new laptop...i havent had much time to write on here...ive written more poetry pieces but i dont wish to post them on here -_- i havent been in much of a mood to be around anyone lately..still with harrison but ive faced many obsticles that i hope is not pushing him away... i dont ever want to let him go but if i do, it wont be for another person it would be cause ive given up in this world and passed on to the next (death is constantly calling me). i dont want to die but at times i feel like ive lost myself and im alone in a crowd of people.